Today Marks the End of a Great Friendship

So the title says plenty. It ended in a fight, then quick tempered Gaj going all out with harsh words, accusations, & rude remarks! I feel like shit for the things I wrote. Damn but there is no excuse. No apology will do. I know I must have hurt feelings, sparked enragement... Shit, me & my quick temper.

Well, all & all I'm pretty sure that friendship is done with! Hey Bee, if ya read this: I'm really sorry & wish you the best in wherever life takes you. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.

So Gaj is back where he started in 1st year. Trying to find myself... You can be sure to hear many interesting stories from now on.

Getting to Know Someone

(extracted from personal thoughts)
I think you can only truly know a person inside out by not interfering with them! It's like Quantum Mechanics: A quantum system is in a given state; however, the second you attempt to measure that state, you have automatically changed it's state!

Real Life: Every person is unique & well defined; however, if you engage in a relationship that person automatically changes to make themselves more appealing to you! So you can never determine who they are by getting involved or even remotely interested!!

Favourite Song of the Day:

"Baby, you should let me love you. Let me get to know you. See where thing will la la laa la laa. Baby you could be the one that la laa la la laa laaa doo doo do do do do dooo"

Damn, don't you wish there was like a magic box that would display the words to the song that you've got stuck in your head!

Traditional Roles?

F*ck dude! My wireless connection cut out when I was posting my last entry! F*ck it I'm not gonna write that shit again... Bascially, to sum up:

I'm thinking of dropping out of school/work to become a movie star! And maybe I'll bartend in my spare time, till I hit it rich!

Yosemite

Holdin' Up A Rock from Fallin! (told you i've been workin' out)

Yosemite w/ the Interns

Damn it! Virus Season!

So the plan is to go to Yosemite National Park this weekend. A few interns got sick & cancelled (lol. what's new - interns cancelling fixed plans have become standard procedure!). Then the virus spread (figures when you have like 7 ppl in one Cube!!). The Bullpen President (yes, that would be me!) fought & fought - but I am afraid the battle is just beginning. The virus has now set in on the "throat" front... I have informed my captains Vitamin C & Iron to withstand the attack; however, I may have deployed them too late! The virus may have mutated & continuing to reak havoic on neighboring organs/members, such as the chest, head & limbs.

As I am the co-organizer of this trip, I the goal is to withstand this attack until atleast Sunday Morning!

Dear Virus: It's On BITCH!

Oooow! low blow! low blow!

Funny how thing go? One second you don't have a care in the world - the next you're contemplating everything thing that has been said or done.

Ever have someone tell you something that you believe - only to find out that things might not seem the way they are? Everyone has an agenda - what's yours? lol.

But on a serious note, I'm generally a good judge of character - usually let things simmer on my mind before I act. "usually" accounts for all the rash decisions I've make, arguments I've had & tempers I've lost - I'm sure there are only a handful of those ;)

But I made a slip. My judgement was clouded. I fell prey to someone else's agenda - I should have realized what they were after... I mean I knew it - but told myself to ignore it, in hope that I might be right... I was wrong.

And it is probably a mistake to publish this post... (the rest of this post has been deleted - sorry)

Flakes - I hate em!

Damn, I really dislike flakes who cancel & always flop out at the last minute. Today, one of the interns walks in and whines that he wants to cancel out of a camping trip to Yosemite. My reply was "Shut up bitch!" - actually, that was in my head. What I actually said was long & winded... I basically lectured him for 10 mins about how his cancellation affect the "team". lol. And it does! If he hadn't signed up, we could have cancelled one of the accomadations. Grrr. Whatever, he's not gonna get his deposit back! (That deposit idea was definitely good!)

It Finally Rained!!!

So it finally rained in California! Yeap, 1st time since I got here. And boy did it rain solid - kinda like the rain in Toronto. But the sick part was we were at a lake & the rain coming down on the lake, infront of a grass field mountain & sparce trees - it looked pretty sick.

So yeah, why was I at a lake? I was learning how to WindSurf! Damn, straight - Gaj windsurfing, that shit looks sick. We got our introduction lesson & even tried out a simulator. But due to the rain we opped out on the actual run & scheduled for another day - free of charge :) So 1st week of October - Gaj is gonna be WindSurfing :)

Other notes, I also bought a tent & portable propane stove - I'm excited: camping, here I come!

The Three Gorges Project by G.K.

By request by many fans, I have decided to post yet again :P

Today, I hand in my 1st official piece of homework. An essay on the 3 Gorges Project. This essay was intense man! It's a total of 3 pages! THREE!!! Double Spaced!!! Oh my - so much writing, lol. It took me a total of 3 hours afterwork to complete! I wonder what my grade will be?

After I finished I didn't even bother proof-reading, I just passed it around the bullpen & made suggested corrections. [ For those who don't know, my cubical is refereced to as the "intern bullpen" - especially since I share the cube with 6 other interns! ] This is how school should be :)

Labour Day Weekend!! Sick man, Sick

What?!? What?!? What?!? Okay! lol.

Yo, labour day weekend was sick man! We (4 other interns & I), hit up Lake Tahoe & Reno! Tahoe was sick man, sick! Kinda like banff, except a little warmer. The water was crystal clear (& cold as hell!). The beach was sick, clear water in the foreground & mountains in the near background.

Reno was kinda a jip off of Vegas, but it was pretty decent. The male interns checked out one of those "showgirl" shows & it was pretty sick! Damn, those girls can DANCE!! & The guys that accompanied them were pretty hot too!! They sang & danced pretty well too! I bet they get pure women! (Even though only 1 had a six pack). I guess a little flub can look sexy too!

Lake Tahoe!

Charcoal Me!

Lake Tahoe (emerald bay)

Sailor Dan Crusin' Lake Tahoe

Belinda's Leaving!!

So today's the day. Belinda's finally leaving! Thank GOD! lol (just joking). She's going to Austrilia to start Law School at Bond University! I wonder how things are gonna change?

I've been trying to call all day to say goodbye - but no answer on her cell phone! Anyways, I hope she's alright & things work out well for her. I wonder what will happen to our friendship? It might be difficult, since our time zones are completely different.

Well, I hope she's well & wish all the best for her. Goodluck bee.