Good Morning!

What a night! Yeah, I woke up with the computer & the TV still on, lying diagonally across my bed!

A good buddy called me out last minute to hit this "bar" in Richmond Hill. Got there, lots of super hot girls - all university crowd - with a lineup like a downtown club! I guess it was the "to be" place on a Weds night.

And the best part they serve their red wine in this huge fuckin cup! Like a sniffer glass which I believe is used for scotch. But it was wicked cause it avoids red wine spillage which is bound to happen in a club atmosphere (lol. how many dry cleaning bills do I have from experiences like that). The DJ was whack though - I mean the songs were good, but he played every song to COMPLETION & then mixed in the next COMPLETE song! Who does that!! What was he using a mixer from RadioShack (oh sorry the Source by Circuit City - lol) and his CD boombox??

Either way, I saw some friends from back in the day. I even saw my ex-ex-girlfriend. And decided to bury the blacklisting, code of silence. lol. It's funny how time kinda smooths things over; but in my case it's a LOT of time!

haha. I remember my cousin/family friend - we got into a diagreement & I blackballed her for like 4 years. And my ex-ex-gf, having said hi last night brings the blackballing to a month under 5 years!! ha ha.

But then again it usually takes a lot for me to blackball someone. I need to feel passionate about something. Be it something prideful on my part (yes, yes, pride is bad - but it also makes a man - okay wait that's probably an ignorate statement - but whatever pride is pride). Or even me feeling that the friendship or relationship is going no where & I profit from blocking negativity out (which is always good).

Then after a few years my ill feelings towards someone goes away (usually). So me & my ex-ex-gf chatted a little. Hung out slightly. It's all good, what's in the past is in the past. I guess when I leave off on bad terms with someone I just need time to mellow out. lol - in time period multiples of years!

Funny thing is last night I saw a girl who I used to have a thing for way back when. I think like first puppy dog crush. As well as a girl I have a little puppy dog crush on now - lol. But there are too many complications. Plus, I can't worry about this shit during school. But shit... what was Lake Havasu's Pimp Prof rule #2 (lol that guy was a trip), "You hesitate, You [miss out]" [miss out] replacing a more vulgar term (yeah yeah, gajco censoring?? WTF!).

But it's all good, plenty of fish - although this fish is mighty fine & has an interesting independent attitude. You know I think the reason I'm so attracted to her is that she seems like liberated! Does her own shit without a worry about anything. Something about that I find sexy. Maybe that's what I'm looking for in a woman??

For some reason this post seems limited - I'm missing so much - I wonder how it would have turned out if I wrote (lol - or right it) last night? But wooooo was I drunk.