"Check-In"

lol. The title has so many "inbetween-the-line" meanings for today.

But the title is straight out of an email from my old boss. He said they kinda missed me when things got tough. :D Thanks. That makes me feel good. But I love to debug - debugging & analyzing are my most favouriteist things in the whole world.

Check-in or no one to check in?? Cashflow dilemma.

And my ex-girlfriend checked in today. ha ha - she's prob gonna read this too. Whatever. We had an up-down conversation. We started off on a down, left off on an up. But (afterward &) over the day it averaged out to "even" - double meaning :P

I snapped at my dad slightly today. No worries, I apologized afterward. I realize that I'm much more aggressive then him. You know my dad is a really "nice" guy. I realized today... that my nice half comes from him (& my mom ofcourse). My rough/tough side comes from my friends & life experience. My sensitive side (which I think is my weak side) comes from being an only child.

As such.... lol. nope, no conclusion ("as such" just seemed like the next logical statement). Anyways, as such I realized that I often hide things because I don't want my parents to see my rough/tough agressive side. Even see that sometimes I'm not that great a person... in fact, if you piss me off I can be down right "evil" in so many ways. Shit I feel sorry for the things I did to some people in the past (ppl who crossed the wrong path mind you... but still. Oh well, you live & you learn. (hey "as such" acutally worked out in the paragraph).

Well, that's GajCo Inc. checking in for the day.