Shitty Two Days!

Yo guy, my mojo is gone! In the last two days - my mojo has been fuckin shit! I'm frustrated all the time, stressed & just plain fucking angry! I'm like at the tip of the iceberg & the smallest thing is going to set me off! WTF!

It started with a fight with an ex-friend, then I started getting annoyed cause my dad does shit all rushed & unorganized. My frustration has to do with me being a perfectionist & all. I'm usually like "if it's not done right, don't do it" - instead figure out how to do it right.

Every problem has many solutions - but if you rush into it & force the completion you are probably gonna fuck shit up! grrrr - now some of the bricks are slightly crooked & we don't have enough glue for one of the major slabs! We would have had some if it wasn't used for another (non-urgent, extra) project beforehand! Shit man.

Lesson for anyone / everyone. Plan shit out before you do it! Don't rush into things / wing it - cause you'll fuck shit up. And if shit fucks up, chances are it'll be permanent! (grrr.. now that the bricks are glued there is no way I can straighten them out - our interlocks look like ass man). Will take pictures & post later.