Anger is a Funny Subject!

"Hate Runs Deep In The Heart of Man!"

So true. Fuck, my hate & anger runs so deep. Often I find myself thinking the unthinkable. My anger is so rampant! I have so much anger!!! I come home & hit my punching bag - but still the anger is there!!! Fuckin motherfuckers!! Sometimes ppl just piss me the fuck off! Hate runs so deep in my heart!

I never forget! If you fuck me... you better guarantee that I'll give it to you twice as hard! Motherfucker!! grrrrr. Fuck so much anger! It's not good... I've tried to control it... but sometimes I just can't!

Beverley (my anger management counsellor) told me that anger is something we can control! But often I'm not so sure. Yes, we can control it... but do we really want to?? Fuck, anger runs so deep!

Some of my cousins / family relatives told me once that they were afraid of me. It was because I had a short temper. I understood. The smallest thing can trigger me. Often I hide behind the smile - but truth be told I've lived it hard. And the anger is very deep! Anger towards the world. Anger to fuckers who have crossed me! I never forget! It is one of my flaws... but I can't let grudges go. Fuck them!! If you fuck with me... I'm gonna fuck you twice as hard!! Dickhead motherfucker! grrrr.

Shit, I'm pissed! Why don't ppl follow the golden rule?? Greedy motherfuckers! Homo motherfuckers!! Fuck them!! One day, I will have my revenge!! My shit!

I know it sounds fucked up... but I love songs that quote "the world is mine", "its my world"... cause fuck it might not be mine... but fuck.... one day the world will be mine! One day ppl are gonna suck my dick for shit! Ppl are gonna fuckin wish they hadn't fucked with my shit! One day... I'm gonna rule the fuckin world!

(it might be the anger & alcohol talking... but it's what I feel).