"Youngins"

lol. A friend from campus was telling me - how's pickin up frosh going?

Yo guy, I realized something though. Some dudes don't give a fuck about age. But dude, I find 'youngin' waayy to young & unexperienced!

I remember coming back from cali during x-mas & meeting this hot girl at the club. But then she busted out like an immature, childish joke! I was like - fuck, what a turn off! She was young still, like she must have been like 18-19 y/o or something (1st year back then, I think).

Dude after a year of 21+ girls in cali, at the bars & shit... now these girls even like 19 & shit are way to young! I remember joking that anything 18+ is legal! lol - yeah, good joke but in reality such a waste of time!!

When girls asks me what kind of girls I like... I ALWAYS reply: SMART & FUNNY! Funny as in she can crack a joke every now & then. Smart as in she is experienced! Doesn't take bullshit! She knows how shit works, like the world & ppl & shit. That is soo key!

Some guys like the "innocent"/"virgin" kinda of girl. Yo, it is key the saying "a lady on the street, a freak in the bed". But seriously, I know so many guys who want like a naive girl. Guy FUCK that! I need a girl who can hold it down! Like a "project chick - hides my drugs from the narcs, keeps my guns by the park" (yo, I can't believe I just quoted a Fag-Z song!) But like a girl who would be my partner in crime. Like a wing man, but better, ha ha.

I need a girl that has been around the block. Knows how ppl work, and how to work around them! lol - maybe that's why I love strippers so much! haha. Cause yo they soo hustle dudes! But shit, it's kinda smart! They make MAD $$$ - all tax FREE too! Only problem is the whole moral/faith/trust issue - like yo, i'm not the jealous type - but strippers are so used to hustling, I'd be more likely to get hustled.

Woow! I just realized something. Pure analogy to girls. Some girls love the "outlaw biker" type, because they think that he's rough but will be nice / commited to them. I love the stripper kind because they can hustle, live a hard life - in the hopes that maybe there would be a relationship connection.

Don't get me wrong, I don't run out there pursuing strippers - but it's just the idea I'm talking about.

I need a challenge, someone who is going to challenge me - yet at the same time make me realize & help me with my flaws. Someone who can analyze me, analyze others, analyze the situation & spit out the best solution... the solution I never saw. Show me better options and actions to choose from.... A Smart chick!

Who gives a fuck about anything from the past - it's all about the present. On a side note: NAS is the shit! His musics is so real - almost spiritual.