Confessions of a Young Drunk Dude!

Yeah, so as granted it's 3 am - I just got back from a club in San Fran. Club was bumpin' despite the turn down for drinks with a fine ass black girl. Anyhow... this weekend has been a frigin trip!

Shit I still haven't recovered from Lake Havasu. I meet a few waterloo students on co-op at happy hour the other day. Been chillin with them a bit still. One dude named Mitesh - lol - reminds me of my boy Mitts. And this chick Shelly. Last night was dope! We hit up a club at Stanford - it was pretty pimp - plus I got fuckin plastered! Fine ass girls still. Althought this one dude was tryin to mack Shelly - but she obviously wasn't fellin' him - she kept runnin to me for security. Besides the fuckin Dr. Jekle side of me always looks out for girls & folks with me at the club.

So I'm fuckin plastered and we all end up going to Shelly's crib afterward. Then Shelly & Mitts bust out some Californian Weed. Aite - so I haven't smoked in like fuckin 5-6 years since I quit. But there was something in the air... be it the fuckin peer-pressure or more likely the fact that dude I'm leavin' cali & I got to at least touch / try some of there weed - this year has been all about experience. So I take a two tokes - damn, I ain't no amatuer - I toked like I'd been smokin for year - which surpised the fuck out of me - I thought I'd fuckin choke & cough & shit. But whatever - after fuckin two tokes - I was done!! Dude, their weed was the fuckin SHIT!!! It was crazy yo! I was even itchin for weed today! But I ain't gonna start smokin - at least I hope not. But the weed was fuckin ill. It wasn't like the shit I've smoked in toronto so many years ago. This shit made me fuckin DRUNK!! Yeah man - you know how weed has a different feeling than alcohol & that's why I love juice so much.... but dude this shit made me feel like i was fuckin drunk - fuckin crunk! I was trippin - it was ill. I ended up crashin at shelly's place.

Yo, I hope I don't get addicted to that shit. But I stopped burnin weed for a good reason in T.O. 1.) was the fact that I passed out a lot from that shit - but not from the cali weed - that shit was dope. 2.) Cause yo, I fuckin grew up in Scarborough - didn't have much dough & neither did my boys. After a while - I noticed a lot of us were cut throating each other - going behind each others back to burn - burn with less ppl for more weed. I didn't like that & I vowed that I wouldn't be apart of that cut throat shit for weed instead of my boys - so I quit.

I also quit smokin a little later cause I realized that yo - fuckin this is my health! I already know I'm probably gonna end up with Cancer - it scares me shit less - but it's in the genes - in the blood - so it's inevitable. But I quit cause yo - you only have 2 lungs - 2 lungs that do not rejuvinate from damage (unlike the liver, etc). So shit - one day I just bought one pack - smoked the whole fuckin thing & quit the next day. Talk about will power.

If it is one thing that I got - it's Will Power. If I want something - I'll make it happen.

Anyhow, I just got back from the Dragon Bar in Frisco & hells yeah it was hype. I even ran a new line when I tried to chop that fine girl. Here's a good tip. Ask a girl "Excuse me... Can you help me with something?" After that you can say whatever you want! It's the perfect openning. Girls will always stop if they think you need help. Afterward you can be like whatever. I was like "excuse me... can you help me with something" - sure - "you've got to be the prettiest girl I've seen since I got here"... and the lines went on from there - but yo that was a key fuckin opening. Props to the fuckin "Professor" from Lake Havasu for sharing that key line!

Shit dude - I'm fuckin drunk. But dude - something pissin me off - in case any of those other interns come across this blog. FUCK YOU BITCHES! Dude these dudes are fuckin bitches! I totally want to talk pure smack to them - but I just hold it in. I'm a straight forward fucker - and yes I expect a lot - but these bitches complain all the time & talk pure shit about each other - yet do the same thing to each other. I ain't - at least try never to be - a hypocrite! I'm never like guys can do this - but girls can't (that's stupid shit I know a few guys do). I'm never put down ppl I don't know - or think I'm bigger than someone I don't know.

I have flaws - no doubt - but I just hate fuckers who are hypocrites & fuckin talk shit. I'm itchin for one of those interns to call me out! I know a few have beef behind my back - but they don't have the balls to speak up! That pisses me off - if you have beef speak up! Open your fuckin mouth! Call me out - I dare you to! Don't fuckin be a wussy, pussy! Speak up because that is the best way to fuckin solve shit. Aite if I do / did something fucked up - say it - hey maybe I'll learn something - like realizing that I was starting to bring about my own downfall. If not I'll fuckin call you out & point out your flaw - either way it's a fuckin learning experience. But it pisses me off when someone has beef - but never says anything. Whatever.

I guess I just like to fight. I guess I still have rage & anger built inside me from my young years. I got to learn how to control or channel that shit.

On a next level - I met a fly brown chick tonight - but she had a bf. Ah well. I still think T.O. has a better selection of brown girls. But all other races - cali still has it bumpin. Shit I'm still fuckin drunk. It was a Merlot / Double Rum & coke night - ha ha. Aite, I'm out.

Shit, is it me - or am I starting to sound more like an asshole?