Life Comes in Patches of Stress & Relaxation!

And right now is a BIG Patch of STRESS!! I don't know where to start! I guess number one is (might as well start point form again)

1.) I'm leaving in 3 months! Less than that even! I have 11 (11 after sunday) weekends left before I offically finish work & start wrapping things up to go back home!

2.) I haven't gotten a hold of my Thesis Prof yet!! I mean I emailed him 2 months ago & we played email tag - then I tried to arrange a teleconference, which he didn't call (maybe I should have called him?). And since then I haven't made another attempt to contact him. I mean, I'm interested in his group - but I don't know what projects or thesis topics he as available!!! Grrrr.

3.) That course at SJSU (PDE's) isn't going so well. I mean, I'm not failing or anything, (got a 78.5% on my midterm - because the prof decided to count our 4 best questions out of 5 - I'm sure a lot of people didn't even do 5 questions grrr). And they were all careless mistakes. Like forgetting a minus sign here or there! Quite honestly, I don't put enough time into studying etc. I still haven't even revised ODE's. I should do that soon, like this weekend or something. I really should start studying hardcore!

4.) Work is getting busy! I tried to get a test system ready for this tedious, long, boring, repeatitive job! But the test system fail to give proper / adequate results! So the last few days I've been MANUALLY testing the system - grrr. Now I need to start another test system on a different tester & see if those results work fine.

5.) My sleep pattern hasn't come back yet. I need to start going to be on time! And I need to stop eating chocolate before bed. I need to start getting back into my good workout routine! But that sucks too because see 6.) below

6.) I strained the tendons in my ankle again! So for the last month or more I haven't been able to run, or cycle, or use the elliptical treadmill! I've been going to physio & it's helped a little - but ONLY a LITTLE! I wish I could run again! I wish I could play pick-up sports the way I used to! But no that stupid time I tore my foot ligaments has scared me for life! Or atleast a very, very long, extended period of time! It's been frigin THREE years now! And just when things start getting better - I strain the tendon again! It's a never-ending cycle!

7.) I wish I had more time to study or revise notes for next year!! But I can't even get the above things in order! Let alone even write in my blog! I hardly have time for that! And boy do I have some intense stories, that I want to write about!

8.) And last but not least. BELINDA! She's stressing me out because I WON'T PUBLICALLY ACKNOWLEDGE that we are together again. Hope this makes her happy. FOR THE RECORD - BELINDA & I are going out again. We are giving our relationship one last go / attempt. We had great times in the past & for some reason or another I screwed a lot of stuff up. So we'll have to wait & see if it works out.

9.) Damn, I was about to end this post - when I realized that I need to replace my bumper on my truck & get insurance for my motorcycle!

10.) God damn, my motorcycle in Toronto won't start! And I was more than half way to selling it to 2 different people! Now it won't fucking start & I've pretty much arranged for the people to come over & take a look at my motorcycle - which was suppose to be in EXCELLENT CONDITION!! GRRR! WTF man! So much Shit going on! Too much to handle - going into overload mood!

Just another patch of stress Gaj, just another patch of stress. They come & they go, they come & they go!